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Dialogues - Conversations With My Higher Self
The Nature of Consciousness
Session 22
I want to once more discuss the nature and composition of consciousness
itself.
If consciousness is energy, like thought, even if it is very
refined, then it can be scrambled and so our very awareness may
be snuffed out. That would suck for me, I can tell you. I can imagine
someone inventing a ‘personality scrambler’ that could
alter your fundamental nature and turn you into a psycho or something.
I also wondered if there is a geometry to physically focused consciousness?
Matter has a different internal structure that causes it to display
different properties. Does consciousness also have an internal geometry?
Perhaps this geometry determines the nature of individual personalities?
Your first statement reflects an ignorance of the basic laws of
the universe. Remember, only that which is focused upon can ever
be manifested. Therefore, if one wishes to be ‘scrambled’
as you say, only a strong desire or intention could bring that about.
So it is possible to alter the very nature of consciousness
itself!
Of course! You do that all of the time, every day, with every thought
you think!
Oh, I see. Jeez, it’s not such big deal. Consciousness
is self-reflexive by its very nature.
It IS a big deal!!!! (Wonderful feeling of expansiveness here).
You see, as we keep saying, you are always in control. No one can
change or alter your consciousness. Only you can do that.
Wow. That answers a very big question. Now, for the next one:
if consciousness is energy, what kind of energy is it? How is the
energy arranged (what is the geometry?)
As we said before, the energy of consciousness is thought itself.
Is there a specific geometry of thought that makes individual
personalities unique?
You have it backwards! It is thought and preference that determines
the vibrational patterns and the geometry! In native state, we see
each other as complex and intricate patterns of vibration, but these
are determined by the thoughts and decisions of consciousness. We
will go into that later.
Yes, but if consciousness is energy, how does that energy get
created? Who created the energy with which to form consciousness?
How was consciousness itself created?
We love your insatiable curiosity and your eagerness to get it all
figured out. Let’s put it this way: Consciousness is a knowing.
Have you ever known something so deeply that there was just no question
of the truth of it? There is complete certainty and confidence.
Consciousness is an utter knowing of itself. That is the best way
we can express it in your words. The decisions of consciousness
activate vibrations within the universal field of thought in which
we all perceive and experience.
I see that this is a question that is bound to have an unsatisfactory
answer for me as a human being.
Unsatisfactory, only by the way you look at it!! Is it unsatisfactory
to say that consciousness is a confident, wonderful, joyful, powerful,
awesome, beautiful understanding of the incredible nature of itself?
How can that be unsatisfactory? (an unbelievable feeling here ––
I now have an inkling of what it means to experience with no resistance
to source energy)
Wow. You have blown all my circuits again and my questions seem…really
trivial.
Yup! That’s you feeling the knowing and the certainty and
the well–being of source. In the presence of source there
is always the feeling of ‘all is well.’
OK, I think we actually got somewhere. However, I still didn’t
get an answer to my question.
(sigh) We agree that the energy patterns of each being are different
and unique. How that is different can be studied, but first one
will have to admit the existence of ‘non–physical’
energy and be able to perceive it. And we assure you that when you
are able to reach that level of consciousness, you will no longer
care to ‘study it’ from a detached viewpoint, because
the perception in fullness of each individual focused consciousness
is so beautiful, so wonderful, so incredible that you are immediately
immersed in experiencing it! Imagine a rainbow of colors so bright,
intense and varied, that it just takes your breath away. Imagine
sensations that you do not have in human form being available to
you, and experiencing these sensations in a powerful and breathtaking
manner!
While looking at or experiencing consciousness itself, it is impossible
to describe the wonder of it! That is what happens when consciousness
is ‘studied’ from native state. One is simply immersed
in the wonder and pleasure of it, the feeling of it, and there is
a total knowing, a total and utter understanding of beauty, love,
anything awesome that you can possibly imagine, a feeling of exciting
infinite possibility and the delicious reveling in who we are and
what we can experience, and knowing that it will just get better
and better, forever and ever!!!!
Are we getting through? (Oh, yes)
Wow. That’s it. I really got that question answered! Jeez,
its all good isn’t it? I mean, it’s all perfect —
how can anyone even conceive of negativity?
(Laughing) Well just ask yourself! This morning you have already
experienced many moments of disconnection, have you not, even though
you are powerfully desirous of never leaving your connection!
Yes that’s true. But at least I have learned (from our
last conversation) not to dwell on the moments when I screwed up.
Now I am just bringing myself back without pondering how or why
I messed up.
That is very good, and when you can do this effortlessly then you
will be manifesting so many desires you will have to have a warehouse
to store them all!
Thank you. I am eager to read this over to see if it makes any
sense.
(Note: this was the most powerful session so far. The sensations
and feelings that were coming through were indescribably delicious.
I was only able to feel a fraction of the energy, but even so it
was just awesome. I can’t describe it in words, maybe you
can feel some of it while reading)
Session postscript
I say that pure awareness, or a static creative potential, can
know everything because it is beyond space, time, and even existence.
I say that consciousness is a quantity (something experience–able)
and that the creative potential creates the thoughts which create
the energy of consciousness. In this way consciousness, or individual
personalities, are a subset of a potentially infinite awareness
of Oneness.
That is a level of complexity that will be understandable to humans,
and we will not argue with it. We will just say however that it
does not matter whether you call it pure awareness, or a quality,
or a static, or consciousness. It does not matter what limiting
labels you assign to who–you–are!
The essence of who you are is so vast, magnificent, and wonderful
that when you are truly aware of who you are, you would never even
ask such questions or want to ‘figure it all out’ like
you seem to want to do so strongly. Do you see what we are getting
at a little bit? The intellect gets left behind when consciousness
is experienced fully, in its native state.
Yes, I can feel it.
Good! That is very important. That feeling is the basis of everything
that you are and is itself the ultimate understanding of your basic
nature.
So feeling is the most important, not understanding in an intellectual
way?
You cannot separate the two, do you see? With that feeling comes
understanding, comes wonder, comes joy, comes delicious excitement,
comes love, comes everything that is who and what you are and can
experience! It is the intellect that leads you to question and investigate
and leads you to new avenues of expression.
Wow. I get it. OK that’s it thanks!
You’re welcome. That was our funnest session so far.
Mine too!
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